Today is gray outside, but I'm feeling good inside. My life has had many ups and downs. I'm thankful for so many things that has happened with my life. But there have been many times of being depressed in the last few years due to my health issues that has made it tough to go on. I think back to when I was a kid and think why did so many things happen the way they did. Now that I'm 48 and have a stable life with my husband of 26 years and a great adult daughter and three awesome grandchildren, I know now why I'm where I'm at in my life. In the last few weeks, I have really been thinking why did God make it possible for me to meet my husband that I have now. God has truly been here through everything that has happened to me and I really didn't realize it until now. I have so many blessings in my life.